Put Them Into Words

How are you tonight after such a long time? haven't heard your voice for 3 years my heart is racing once we talked again you told me something very difficult for me to forget is you I froze you called it a night I can't be with you, never ever and I'm very aware of that I have loved you and still I love you then and now

Sunshine So warm and soft Smooth i'm sad

i wish they know how it feels like being all alone how painful it its when you wanna talk but nobody's there how hurt my heart is when i just wanna pour what's in it but nobody's there how it consuming your happiness and left you empty feelings how scary it is when your fears start to approach you one say that i gotta be strong for myself one say that i gotta stop complaining one say  i gotta be patient but nobody's there to say "i'm here, how's your heart feeling?" i'm not just alone, i'm lonely.

Been missing you so much lately Been thinking about you these days Been dreaming about you these nights Do you miss me too ? Do you still remember me like you always do ? I miss you so much , it hurts a lot . I still remember how your smell like , i still remember your giggles I still remember how you make me missing you so bad I miss you . I still remember how fine color red on you I still remember the soft fragrance you put on you I still remember our sweet talk I miss you Can i see you again ? Even for a sec ? I know we weren't meant to be Even how we met was an accident I shouldn't approach you It wasn't your fault neither was mine . But the tragedy made us feel some kind of way Tell me the truth Do you still love me ? I know you're trying to forget me But how long will it takes to forget someone who took the precious part of you? It been three years , since you told me to stop loving you . I know you're trying to get rid of me We messed...

Dear Have you ever think about How unfair this life is I have been hiding this For as long as i could remember I'm jealous Jealous to people that You can spent time with Envy to whoever That share your moments together with you I'm tired for being forgotten Do you even know , how bad i wanted to be with you But you seem don't understand and less care Am i a mistake in your life ? Until you decided To walk away from me Good bye , Love

You brought colors to my sky Rainbow were everywhere You cheer my days and nights Until you look up to another sky And start to leave Colors started to fade As the sky's getting dark You took away all the colors And leave the darkest one Until all i see is Dark sky

Im still afraid To move on I know its been years But its still haunting me I can still feel how that moment Greeting me with every cold side of it Im still afraid To let go I know i shouldn't do this But that pain leaves big mark on my memory Im still afraid I know that was part of  my past I should forgive him Instead of cursing every single thing That trying to get me Trying to know me Im still afraid When i have power to fight Help me fight